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Sunday, June 4, 2017

The year that everything changed...

The title speaks for itself, I believe.

This year has been an interesting year full of changes for the better. They weren't all easy changes, but the were worth it. For example, I am now a vegan- which I thought would be really hard, and actually was one of the best things I have done for myself. (6 months now!) I also did that "konmari" method when you get rid of all of the unnecessary items your life. It was a long process but I feel so much more comfortable in my surroundings and know where everything is! 

This post is all about those tough changes that end up being for the best. This year has been a big struggle as it has been one of those "slow years" as we call it in the business. As a Canadian opera singer (and specifically a coloratura soprano), you can be lucky some seasons with repertoire and gigs, and other years you can be fighting each month to make rent. This year was one of those "testing years" where you aren't sure what will happen, but you just trust. 

This year I decided to change the way I look at the business and art. I started trying to "make a difference" with art. My concert/group "We Are Women" has really helped me in many ways to remind me why I do this job. It has been hard work and many hours, but we are able to make a difference in a concrete way, while bringing awareness to women's issues as well as empowering women through song. We took some of our most personal life situations and have integrated them into a script and have tied them into a cabaret style program. We speak about sexual harassment, body image, abusive relationships, competitiveness, etc. but we find a fun and positive spin through the songs and anecdotes. We are donating a portion of the proceeds to local women's charities which makes it all feel more concrete.

This is different for us than doing "fundraising concert" as it is on our own terms and we are self-producing this show. We have no funding (even though that would be nice!) and we hoping that it will all workout. It definitely has been a risk! We have had some really positive feedback and it has refreshed my idea of the business and has taught me a lot of new skills! I am so grateful. I find it also has had a great effect on my opera singing. 

When you have a purpose, things change. So, I encourage you to go out there and find your "thing." Whether it be saving the animals and environment by being a vegan, giving back to your community, learning a new language, cleaning your house or taking an extra yoga class to find your grounding. I encourage you to try new things and look at your surroundings in a new light. Only by pushing your boundaries will you grow!

Happy soul searching! 

Check out our Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/WeAreWomenCabaret/


Saturday, January 28, 2017

It is all in your attitude!

Good evening!

Now that the dust has settled, I am back to my blog.

First off, I want to express my deepest gratitude for the heartwarming response I received from my last post. I went back and forth trying to decide if I should post it or not, and I realize now that it was for the best. I was voicing some my deepest thoughts and it turns out I wasn't alone. Solidarity is important these days, and it was nice to feel connected to others.

On the flip side, I realize that some might have seen that post as me whining about the business, but I wanted to portray my insight on the business that I have experienced. The older I get the more I realize that honouring my feelings and being myself helps me to become a better artist. The following quote also really inspired me to take the negative and turn it into positive:

"Take your broken heart and turn it into art."
-Carrie Fisher

Since writing that post I have had more motivation, inspiration and energy to give it my all. I think there are many different factors that play into this, but I am embracing the new me. Right now I truly feel art can really make a difference and I want to do all I can to help!

So far January has been a great month of discovery. I have found new things in my voice and have been working on myself a lot. Today marks two months of being vegan (which has been so much fun- as I am cooking more and exploring new tastes etc.) I find it has given me a new look on life and much more energy to pursue my goals. Another one of my resolutions was to "disconnect more" (aka social media/phones etc.) which would also mean connecting with others and my atmosphere. So far, I think I could work a little harder at that, but I still have the rest of the year to catch up!

In conclusion, I would encourage anyone reading this to try and turn all negative thoughts or experiences into positive ones. We can dwell on the past, but what does that do? Nothing. Albert Einstein said: "Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character." 

On that positive note, I must disconnect now! Happy 2017!